We often find something to relate ourselves to, like a character in a book or a tv personality, sure i know who i am based on, but lately i've been watching her go through what is written, and now i'm thinking "rhiain, she isn't a very good person to look up too" but its hard not to, i mean, she has alot of what i have, just more, i am only half her, half me. But i guess we all want more of something.

What happened to the old fun loving christmas?

Didn't we use to have Santas around every corner, christmas tree's in almost every store, decoprations everywhere, lights all down the streets?

Sure we still do, but what the fuck is up with Santa's not saying Ho Ho Ho, those little decorations where Santa.. is in a bathtub, singing !? Christmas easter eggs.

Where is our christmas?

everything is bloody overrated now.

thanks alot.

one day i'm going to boycott christmas and easter and special holidays.

but not this year, im getting a speaker system and season 6 and 7 of Gilmore Girls.

I bought a diary today, its cute. I'm going to keep things i feel at a time, and epiphany's i have. I don't want it to be a daily diary and obvious things. I want it to mean something to me, not so other people can read and dish. I hope it inspires me sometimes.

Its a sad day, I'm saying goodbye to my PhotoStudio5.5,
but hello to Photoshop c.s 8.0
it's really hard to use =\
and i miss some features on PhotoStudio,
but i guess it can be my second nature again.
I hope it lives up to its former friend.