We often find something to relate ourselves to, like a character in a book or a tv personality, sure i know who i am based on, but lately i've been watching her go through what is written, and now i'm thinking "rhiain, she isn't a very good person to look up too" but its hard not to, i mean, she has alot of what i have, just more, i am only half her, half me. But i guess we all want more of something.